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two people who i shall remain anonymous has graciously offered to help me in my dire situation. and it really is dire i wouldnt even bring it up if i wasnt afraid it would lead me to my ass on the street becoming homeless. cause that was a real real possibility. but thanks to these two strangers, i can now solve the most acute of situations, getting the government of my back, not getting that "mark" (in sweden we get a mark that stays for us three years. this mark means we cannot get loans, credit cards, rent apartments, or basically function normally in society. Ive had 9 of these marks before in my life, and gotten rid of all of them. So I really did not want to end up there again.. That life sucks.. Your like in a prison really, cause the government now basically owns u, and collect EVEYRTHING you earn that is over "basic living expendatures". * i THINK social security in USA is somewhat similar, but i think its better in sweden. Our "basic living standards" is around 400 euro AFTER they paid your rent for you. and yes, that has to last for hobbies, bills, etc. And ofc it doesnt. So yeah, thanks to these two anons, im able to rescue myself from this situation, or at least postpone it long enough for me to rescue it. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you both of you. I just feel like I wanna cry basically, because im so humbled Im having difficulty even saying the words "thank you" cause they dont mean enough. Theyre not strong enough words. *very simpflified explanation on how our governmental "collection agency", the mother of all collection agencies, works.

yes it's my remix. thank you very much. here's the wav http://www.aeap.se/ftp/hallu.wav its also in Free music Promotion

drugs are shit but when life is giving you a smackaround for years upon years, drugs save lifes. im not joking about this, its very serious. even doctors ive spoken with about my addiction, says its lucky that i had alcohol so that i survived. even doctors who very well know that when they deny a patient proper meds, he or she will go and get high one way or the other. and ofc there are many sad stories where these people end up dead, but if these people keep going to the doc hopefully itll work out and once the addiction is gone, ALOT of people will never want to go back to drugs. and few people are lucky enough to be able, after a long addiction, to remain the self control that is necessesary to be able to still use drugs once in a while. for example ive smoked now for about two months but it was 6 years before that. and im about to quit this too. actually i did for a while but started again few days ago, but will stop again very soon cause i have to change my priorities. xanax is another example. i have a bunch at home, but i can easily not take them. that is a sign of a non-addictive personality. before my change, my complete crash which led me to the ER three times in december, ¨when i stopped opiate use alltogether and had a three month long withdrawal - and i decided to never ever go back to life of addiction. and that insight was powerful. this is why i can which many cant and shouldnt even dare try, to have stuff at home and be able to not crave nor take it. so all the critera of an addict - i met like a year ago. now, its just to consume time and escape this current catastrophe. but i know that when things sort themself out - cause i sure as hell cant sort them out, thats why im waiting on that miracle - that life is - things just have a way of sorting themselves out. so im praying on that. and by that time when my situation is stable, i know for a fact i will go back to clean me again. but opiates? never again not even once. all im talking about here is alcohol, benzo and weed. Sorry for the wall of text, just had to elaborate that drugs save lives, including my own, on several occasions.

Soo sweet. The parts at for example 1:42 -> is pure eargasm. One of the top Silcon Sound tracks! I know its a remix but still very much a Silicon Sound track. But the whole Pure Analog album is my favorite fullon album. I want MOAR from him. His sound is so refined now, Pure Ànalog should be named "almost" Pure Analog and his name "almost " Silicon Sound. i.e he had not hit his stride yet. Now his sound REALLY IS silicon and the feel really is pure analog. (and yes, I realise this was earlier than Pure Analog or about the same, I meant his new stuff has very refined production now, but no real great tracks yet since Pure Analog.

They have this AMAZING track but I dont know anything else about them nor have I seen them elsewhere. (Global Psychedelic Trance VAs) this is just gorgeous. dont worrym i didnt ruin it with my mastering, trust me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFh1R9f--Ms

todays survival mode included: pawnshop: router, sound card, watch. for a total of 100+ euro. so i spent some i some alcohol and cannabis ofc to escape the living nightmare, which is why im even able to communicate anything today. i know, i dont need any moral coments, any lecturing, im a grown man, i know when and why i make mistakes. thats one thing. the other thing, even if i didnt spend these puny money on the drugs, it wouldnt have helped in any way shape or form in any other way, more so than food for another day. but tbh, the way things are going, food is no longer prio 1 . survival mode is completely different for every individual but its the same instinct. survival. and thats what im doing . edit: and mind you, if you are thinking im begging you are severely mistaken. firstly i do not accept handouts, secondly im not that low and depsereate to beg on a forum. im just sharing my thoughts and thats all. i dont care what you believe but thats the truth. so i sware to god.

i wish i could explain in detail but its far too much detail.. ill just say thanks for the support it means alot. thank you. <3.

nothing much, except the top 5 of true psychedelic goa trance of all time thats what yup, its definetely up there with the titan tunes of goatrance. except it dont get enough love cause yall dont get it. but give it a few listens and youll also be enlightened but seriously that kick and bassline tho those aahs and oohs tho that subtle but yet extreme psychedelia though *this comment contained some sarcasm* edit: and me making this on a core2duo laptop, almost 7 years ago lel

all it took was about 500 euro a friend borrowed and didnt return that slowly caused a downward spiral that im now very much feeling the effects from. income too low and it piles up and becomes more and more. but even with added costs, interest and stuff, even 500 euro now would like, basically solve it. and i get 500 euro in tax returns but thats not until a little over a month from now and every day now is survival mode, strictly. and thats about it for the acute situation..

bumpz for this time, the first track too! they work so well together as an entity,

my dream finally came true, and here it is in all its glory (if you havent heard it allready. if you already did, then listen again.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIY59cW76nU

its really too complicated to list.. but the problem is im only 50% to blame but i suffer the full 100% and bills are piling up, collection agencies bills are piling up - its not looking good.

bumpy! it would be a dream come true to have this track <3 its like he took the original remix, flipped it, added the orginal, flipped it, and created a second masterpiece that MUST be shared with the world.

Fuck is wrong with felipe, that MPD (DPD* these days) though... I wish you well bro.... @ Imba and Neogoa Congrats on the success and imba, keep at it brother, i know you have that masterpiece in you! richpa, thanks for making all this possible. I wish you all the very very best of success on all levels of life. *Dissociative Personality Disorder. Replaced Multiple Personality Disorder. Previously DPD stood for Depersonalization Disorder. Now they seperated them into DR ( Derealization syndrome) and DP (Depersonalization syndrome) which often occur simoultaniously. source: my own knowledge but wiki and the DSM will tell you a similar story.

im depressed. my economic life is crumbling all around me. xanax and weed and alcohol dont even help so i stay away. but nothing can cure this anxiety cause its not caused by thoughts in my head, its very real situation.. pray for me or whatever... going thru the absolute roughest time of my life and im in very really at the end of the road and there can only happen two things. catastrophe or miracle. ive burned all my bridges. peace https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHI8VT9OtNA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFh1R9f--Ms

VA - Time Travel A story from when I discovered ambient in about 1997 to sometime in 2005 or so. So timewise my experience of these tracks not when they were released. 1. Solar Quest - Save the Whale 2. Solar Quest - Liquid Sky 3. SUN Project - Energia Magica 4. Patchwork - Earwax 5. Doof - High On Mount Kailash 6. Grey Area - Amphibia 7. MWNN - Azymuth 8. Makyo - A distant Star 9. Makyo - Vismaya 10. Etnica - Triptonite (Playa Remix) 11. Solar Quest - Cherchez La Lumiere 12. Sphongle - And the day turned to night.. 13. Shpongle - Once upon the sea of blissful awareness 14. Global Communication - 8:07+5:23 15. Entheogenic - Cant decide wich track edit: forgot to add Solar Quest - Singtree. It should be at the top. edit: forgot Shpongle - Behind Closed Eyelids. Was my fav track for like 6 months straight!

its like Dog Day 2.0

dunno if its been said, but what you want is psycho-psy. its a subgenre (called differently all over, coming from russia mostly) its 160+ bpm and MADE to fuck with your mind and if ur on acid, to challenge the very boundaries of what holds your psyche together. example of a "kind" psychopsy artist is ofc Psykovsky. But thats like watching a sunset, to what there is. Its like if you took 90s Gabber raves - mixed with _INTENTION_ of fucking your head up, but not as fast as gabber.

filerna track is super underrated. nyad of the infinite sea

yup, that one took 10 min

some day right : )

yeah man whatever gets u there bro i cant say youre missing out or not - cause you know what? im missing out on what YOU got. thats a mind puzzle right there.