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Im still up for it if you dont want someone else this time.

subtractor will do it sylenth1 too.

benzos are in fact great medication, its just so damn hard to handle since there are a myriad of problems with benzos. They are addictive. Some will never get addicted, though, and most people actually contrary to popular belief, do NOT get addicted. Anyway, they usually get subscribed Klonpin (Klonazepam)/Rivotril and take their daily dosage, and all is fine. No significant dosage increase is required on klonopin due to its long half life, but once they want to stop- if youre addicted or not doesnt matter, you can get the worst case of Benzo-Withdrawal-Syndrome and it can last for years with no other treatment than other benzos. Diazepam is usually the "taper" drug to come off Xanax and Klonpin. But this doesnt always work, because its your doctor who have to make all these choices. Ive seen BZD-WS on people and its sickening, and theyve taken only prescribed dose, no addiction per-se, the thing is, sometimes they take it for 20-30 years. At that point I strongly recommend you just simply stay on it - cause you would die before your synapses are back in working normal order. There are other problems with benzos too, the tolerance. If you feel like your upping your dosage lets say on a weekly basis - ur best bet is to stop immediately and try other benzos (there are quite a few, although Klonopin seems to be the preferred benzo for "general psychiatric treatment" on various different symtoms . HPPD even. In any case, I wouldnt recommend benzos unless you really are having suicidal thoughts. Try everything else beforehand. Meditation, mindfullness and yoga are all valid and supported ways of working through your DP/DR if that is your main syndrome - or even tinnitus and HPPD. edit: the antiepileptic drug Keppra has proven significant improvement in patients with HPPD with DP/DR as their main symtoms. Sadly in Swe, only doctors working exclusively with Epilepsy can prescribe it - and HPPD is VERY rarely even known in Sweden. There are THREE specialists in the country who treat HPPD, and its almost impossible to get remissions to them.

ive had that exact same thing since i was a kid. saw bubbly floaters everywhere and got so used to them i dont see them hardly anymore. HPPD is indeed an entirely other subject. Ive had HPPD affect me in hugely negative ways in terms of DP/DR and Ive suffered since 2000. But you get used to most things in life.

After 9/11 I got into the "truth movement" and saw all the documentarys etc and all the followup, for years, on ATS forums. I still dont know what to believe regarding that. However, it triggered an interested and it became a hobby. Sain or not sain is debatable, but it became a hobby. I engulfed myself in documentaries, from people like david icke, jordan maxwell, and many many more. These days, last couple years, Ivent spent much time into this conspiracy thing cause i really dont care. If Reptilians are controlling us or not, i mean, its irrelevant. Sure, if all this was indeed true and spread around the world, thatd be awesome, but it doesnt really matter since i really dont care. I could die tomorrow and my only care would be my mom. So afraid of death, im as far from it you can be. So yeah, about 10 years I dwelled in that stuff, not deep enough to the real whacky theories, but more the mainline theories. I also developed a strong interest in science and stuff regarding the space program. There are particularirily one theory that still cannot be debunked, and its this one. I dont know what to believe here either. 50/50. But he surely seems and acts truthful, painfully truthful as he holds back tears alot, and he is also sick and close to death - its hard to believe that he is lying. At the other end its very hard to believe he had a gunfight with foul smelling aliens. For documentary recommendations just ask!

joking? Dancing Galaxy and Another World are way better;) but lets agree to disagree in any regard, its truly not a bad album and very worthy of ones collection, so gz to Rotwang thumbs up most def.

Youre an official artist now, get used to it!

most of you will probably hate this, but im very emo so. Fuckit. Im proud of it.... Always loved the 80s rock ballads as a kid too. and im not that into growling, but the melodies just does it for me. Its why I love Soilwork and Linkin Park too. Not just amazing lyrics but amazing melodies....its all about the melodies for me. theyre surprisingly good live too. Were. RIP. (not death just not group anymore) this i consider just as good as AP and/or Simon P.

is that you? Str8 gangsta thats just fucked up man but ur hilarious

Damn, that month flew by. So end of the road at 50 dollars. And I really dont have a clue exactly what to do yet, but the money isnt gone, so I still await suggestions! The custom design bit, tell me more about what you mean, Penzoline!

this is just for bragging rights and e-peen length. I did a quick test now at http://typing-speed-test.aoeu.eu/ and came up at 83 WPM. It says I beat or equal 95,25% of all. So I suppose "all" means all who has used that site, and i have no idea how many that is, so that score might be low or high I have no clue.

but the album version is alot better.

btw the best off the top of my head is Noone ever dreams and Gamma Goblins 2 (third one is The sleeper (mwnn remix) but i play with that all the time ) theyre so untouchable they will probably never be used again in psy. its like toying with stuff you aint really allowed to toy with

btw, which ARE your favorite AP tracks? Im sure there are bunch of threads already ladida, anyway mine are gonna have to be a top 3 cause saying just one wouldnt work EDIT: fuckit, make it top 10 1 tryptomine dream 2 nilaya 3 dancing galaxy 4 liquid sun 5 infinite justice 6 noone ever dreams 7 enlightened evolution (remix) 8 electric blue 9 flying into a star 10 mahadeva

Your experience is exactly what I was refering to, as those moments when youre so gone in a trip, it doesnt even matter if you eyes are open or not. But all exists inside so to speak, the delirium style hallucinations actually appear real and its hardly even comparable to what happens on high dose on acid. first of all, the dosage of zopiclone also matters, if taken high insane dosages you go full blown delirium compared to low dosages which just gives you funny hallucinations and you dont feel anything at all, mindfuck-wise. I spent an entire hour talking to leaves on a bush - but then I also had MDMA in my system, but I really felt the MDMA was long gone and this was zopiclone hallucinations. I enjoyed the fuck out of it cause it was 100% real to me, and I will always remember this and tell this to my grandkids lawl. Btw, same night, I even went into the wrong entrance at my apartment building so it took a while to get home lol. I also saw people appearing and disappearing all the time and my mindset was full blown schizo, but i didnt mind cause i knew that after i slept it would return to normal. and it did:) woke up refreshed as hell actually.

goddamn Enligthened Evolution (Remix) is good. One of my fiirst real loves after Dancing Galaxy. Shame I cant mention it in this thread.

Let me just clear up the benzo part. Zopiclone is indeed a benzoanalogue. A Z-Analogue to be precise and acts at the same receptors the other benzos do. But Zopiclone is considered weaker, much lower habit-forming but still habit-forming, and is meant to be taken at bed, to go to sleep. Now, in high dosages, both popular Z-Analogues i.e Zopiclone and Zolpidem, cause Delirium-style hallucinations, just like it would if you stay up for 4+ days. So the hallucinations you get are "real" i.e, you cannot distinguish them from reality. Which can make it both fun because you cant have a bad trip since youre not tripping, youre just having massive hallucinations. The hallucinations you have when tripping on lets say Acid, are only visual distortions and nothing else. Sure, you can have moments when your eyes are either closed or open - and sometimes what you see is the same whether or not youre eyes are closed or not. Then you are really tripping. But you dont see things that doesnt exist in that manner. So its completely two different styles of tripping, and two very different types of hallucinations. The Z-Analogue hallucinations if not prepared can be very scary.

amazing

thanks for the reply! In regard to not caring, let me share a small story. I was so full up on MDMA and Imovane/Zopiclone - and it hadnt really kicked in. Sometimes MDMA takes a while. And sometimes it even doesnt strike at all. Anyway, I had my tight Space Tribe pants on with my tight zipped hoodie, also space tribe, with Shiva on the back walking thru city centre and it all struck me I was KING OF THE WORLD while i was tripping hard of the Zopiclone which does that in high dosages. Its like dreaming but being awake. Very close to Schizophrenia. Anyway, my walk home was amazing, and about an hours worth of conversation with a bush, I made it home. Will never forget it.

We tried in psytrance with my "bring one song to an island with you" but wasnt successfull. All genres now. Which song is your very most cherished favorite? Lets make it easy on ourselves and make it an top 3. 1. Tangerine Dream - Love on a real train 2. Muses Rapt - Spiritual Healing 3. this is so hard im gonna have to edit.

blessed. Thanks for your reply!

Again. No Dancing Galaxy or Gamma Goblins 2. My three. 1. Cosma - Nonstop "smart... working...." etc 2. Infected - Red Filter "I thought u scinetest was supposed to be smart" 3. Oldschool-Talamasca - Believe "face of all nation" etc. pls be scarce of the utube links, its easy enough to lookup if u want too. thanks

brilliant new school goa. And it really is new school. He does nothing to try to sound old school (like most Afgin and Artifact303 also dont) But he has his unique twist to the sound. I suppose he is close to Mindsphere and Ra in this regard.