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  1. not if you therapeutically need them bro. they can save lives. they do every day. i love you i dont know you but i do, cus i can see your heart and its full of love, but pharma's save lives every day man <3
  2. Does anyone have this in CD quality? this is the one im speaking of.
  3. dude if you have the brainpower, the self discipline (that like, 0,01% of the popu has) then do Methadone. Its fucking killer. It will knock the socks of your peen bro. wrap you up in a warm fukin blanket labled Euphoria (not the kind of fake euphoria you get with molly/mdma - fuck that) but REAL genuine Euphria. but if youre like me and basically any other human, best not do it. if you get hooked, youre in for a baaad journey. Fortunately I cant afford getting hooked to Methadone. All I can afford is Suboxone and Tramadol. Which is cool and all that, but dont give you the fukin 1/5th of a high Methadone will. And I wish for everyone before they die, to experience REAL euphoria, not that fake chemical MDMA euphoria that makes u wanna kiss your best mate and shit like that. ugh. fuck that.
  4. i know there are. i found those myself. thanks though. but i really dont care, why? cus psynews is almost dead. it needs someone to do some fuking "CLEAR: ZAP ZAP" on it once in a while, ya know?
  5. so. when is the next album coming out and WHEN are we supposed to hear the long awaited The Wheel Of Time? I mean. Its the pinnacle of goatrance, noone has done anything better since the Pleadians remix of Antidote. and thats saying alot. So mr Nova Fractal, out with it. WHEN!?
  6. haha was just messing with you a little, i probably would stand still doing the same old two-step dancing with my arms, but hey, who knows right? Havent been to a real party since the last illegal forest rave i went to in 2004 so ... who knows. maybe i would kick up dust all over the place, maybe not. havent really had the opportunity to do anything for a long time. but hey, how was Pl, Etn, Crop????
  7. lots of words, to little brain power to comprehend. drunk as FUk. gonna let it pass, reply tomorrow, thanks for your interest in a fellow trancer
  8. all depends on your standpoint and point of perspective mate. if youve seen love ones go down due to drugs i respect that but if not , let everyone live their own lives, you cant save em all bro peace, love, unity, respect,
  9. by the way i wish i could have been there with you guys, i would be the one outdancing paul eye every day, kicking up dust has been my flavor since 1994 baby, come test me holy fukk that was quick. Thanks, now I can die in peace knowing at least I didnt miss that.
  10. I have to know or ill basically kill myself. Not really but almost. Figuratevly speaking but from a literal standpoint. makes senses? cool. Did DJ Jörg play Spiritual Healing? did Pleadians and Etnica and Crop Circles play : Penatgon, Antidote (Pl. remix), Full Mental Jackopot (pl. remix), well, basically, thats pretty much what I need to know before I die, seeing as I couldnt be there.
  11. Im sure there must be many topics like this but what the hey, im in a writing mood today and why not? There are a few Obvious choices for me. Blue Planet Corp - Antidote (Pleaidians Remix) Juan, Domi, Jorg - Spiritual Healing Remix Shakta - Lepton Head (Deedrah Remix) <-- oh how I wish it was titled Transwave remix. Cus it sounds ahellofalot more transwave than it does Deedrah.) Crop Circles - Full Mental Jackpot (Pleiadians Remix) I.M - Deeply Disturbed (Yahel Remix) Crop Circles - Lunar Civilization (Filteria Remix) Manmademan - Desire (Bumbling Loons Remix) more later.
  12. as for PRODUCING music while high. no. I dont care WHO you are, You CANNOT MAKE MUSIC WHILE ON ACID. why? cus you dont even feel like it. you just wanna hug trees and shit. amphetamine definately works, weed and benzos too. but psychedelics? nope. you lose interest after a short while. anyone saying different is either lying and has never done the drug they speak of, or has had some sort of Divine interaction with the drug causing them to have full control of their bodies making them able to create music. so yeah. if someone say "i did this high on acid" you pretty much know its BS.
  13. back in the teens sure i'd endulge. i'd endulge like a mofo. im talking acid, mdma, pills, alcohol, cannabis, any and everthing psychedelic. i kept doing it until about 2003 though. by then i was like.. i dunno.. 25 or something. but yeah, it was pretty sweet going to all them parties dancing your ass off to illegal raves in the forest, or legal live acts in denmark or whatever, simon, I.M , A.P, etc, it was killer... but it was also killing my head had i known it at the time i would never done it now i cant even do a hit of pot without having to go for a long ass walk to walk it off. shit. or sink a sixpack. but im not gonna throw this depressed mess at this thread. so back on topic, shit yeah ive done drugs while listening to goa, you shittin me? when i was 17 I used to sit high as fUUUK on that bud listening to goa in the headphones to and from school or whatever, sometimes i just sat on the bus and rode around town for about an hour listening to that shit high as FUKKKKK. hahha. those were the good days. i wanna remember the good days. cus there was many good days. there sure were. oh man.
  14. yeah i know about digicult and all, its just like it felt like it came straight outta left field. had no knowledge of it. like i said, been sleeping too hard on psy/goa for a while now. :/
  15. Whoooa I didnt even hear this one. Where did this come from?? Thanks for introducing it. Keeps all the original stuff that made the original my favorite AP track (yea, I have like 10 favorite AP tracks) and really did a great job paying homage instead of just paying fukkup. Thank you for this one! Those were awesome! Ive been sleeping haard on the psy and goa scene for about 5 years now.. time to come back. But for me, nothing kills the "Playa Remix". Yeah I know, its off topic, still just gotta put it out there. The Jim Morrisson vocals just takes it over the top. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ytqZfDGDw4
  16. thanks bro! but ive pretty much been there done that already. ive contemplating suicide for the past 10 years on a daily basis and im willing to take a drug that kills the anxiety, even WITH the other shit that comes with it. I just cant stand the anxiety anymore. Its not like I have panic attacks like I use to, but the anxiety wont let go. Ive phazed all drugs out, on many occaisions, during the span of my adult life. Also, for example, Tramadol, its not like you feel youre the king of the world or anything, it doesnt change youre personality. And dont disagree until youve tried it yourself. You just feel "good". But like i said, it gets to a point when it wont work anymore. And im there. So, whats next? I cant just keep saying to myself nothing is going to happen, cus Ive known that now for over 10 years bro. NOTHING is going to happen. Anxiety in itself is completely safe, I know this bro. This is how I learned to kick Panic Attacks. But it gets to a point in your life, where you no longer have the energy to get up in the morning, and this is when either a. suicide comes into the mix b. drugs (which ive done em all) c. serious psychiatric help (ive ALMOST done em all) d. suicide comes back into the mix e. harder drugs comes back into the mix cus you cant kill yourself, you will kill your mother killing yourself, how selfish can you be? so.. Its not like i got many options man. Im like, WAAY ahead of you, in terms of what you are trying to tell me, and where I am mentally. I appreciate it as fukk dont get me wrong man, there is no way of you to know where Im at mentally. But trust me man, all that is way too late for me. Im at the cusp of suicide or something to kick my anxiety.
  17. I am sorry , dude, for misinterpreting you. Its clear to me now that you meant no elitism at all. I and get what you meant. I dunno what story you got with the mods but count me out from it. I am sorry i missed your meaning, cus it sounded elitist as fukk to me, coming from a legend such as yourself. Even though I respectfully dont like your music that much.
  18. Next on my list is obviously this one. Hallucinogen - Gamma Goblins Part 2 (Dr. Hoffmann Remix) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=604hF7ImqzE Good allover. Sounds like GMS tbh Well almost. Have no clue who "Dr. Hoffman" is. Maybe its Simons old sidekick mr Raja... Have no clue and havent bothered checking discogs yet either. Herer is another with the same name. Youtubers just cant get it right Dunno which I like more.
  19. Next one on my list has to be (even tho they didnt actually do that great of a job and poor Juan got sad from it, since they didnt check with him before and he didnt get any royalitys- dunno if that was straightend out or not) Muses Rapt - Spiritual Healing (Ananda Shake Remix) The goodness starts at 04.57 and goes on until the end actually, they did all those parts surprisingly good, with very much homage to the original sound.
  20. There are no full on remixes of old tracks that are good ;( But if you are talking about Full on remixes of ANY track, then there are quite a few. edit: sorry. Yes you mean Fullon remix of any track. Like in your case a wonderful remake of Mai Mai. Oh sure, there are tons! Im gonna go to my library and list a few of my favoirtes. One that comes to mind directly is Yahel - Liquid Love (Beat Hackers vs Dan Label Remix) Oh, that climaxstart @5:20! Yummy! The way the mixed The beautiful "liquid love lyrics" right at the right moment is goosebumb-worthy
  21. Short story: I am 35+ years old. Been seeking help for my constant anxiety , yes constant, just as constant as waking up in the morning and drinking water, coffee, or sitting here writing this. Its just there. Its been there for I have forgot how long. Ive been seeking help for this overall since about 2003 or so, but gave up in and around 2013. Why is nothing I want to go into really but I have some "problems" with "self-medicating" due to this anxiety, and all doctors say no to adequate treatment until you are "sober". Quite the catch-22. Im not some junkie looking for a fix. I can be clean for as long as I want to. Never got addicted to anything. Until this year, coming to that in a moment. Anyway, I did like they said, showed them clean urine for a period of time, they treated me for GAD, Panic Disorder and Depression, but sadly, with 0 effect. The first SSRI I tried made me quite numb but when I decided to get off after I few years, it felt like I had been sleeping for the past years. Scary as fuck. The next SSRI wasnt as cloudy or sleepy, but lacked any effect. Anyway, I stayed clear from psychiatry and hospitals and started self medicating. Again. This time I went back to benzos since I had been clean from them for over 3 years. But they didnt work. I had become Immune. This scared me. What has happened in my brain that makes me immune against benzos? Alchol works, but benzo has no effect. I can take 10mg of Diazapam or 100mg of Diazepam at once - and the effect is identical. Light light anxiety releief and a bit tired. I googled this of course and it means I lack the specific receptors in the synapse for the benzo to bind on. Therefore, If I take one dose of 10mg, or one dose of 10000mg, it wont matter. The rest will have no place to go. No synapse has any avaliable BZP- receptor. So benzos are out. Yes, Ive tried all avaliable to buy easily, which is Diaz, Alpra, Fluniz, Broma, Tema, Klona. Ok, so Opioids then. Start light. Codeine. Meh, requires way too much, and it lasts way to short a time. Becides its a bitch getting the pure form, it always comes with toxic Paracetamol which is very dangerous when you take several grams of it.. Second option was Tramadol. Wow. I found it! It cured all my anxiety! Cured my Depression! I was on it daily for about 4 months until I noticed I had to increase the dose quite rapidly. And soon I was on 1+g / day just to stay off Withdrawal. I got off a few times (Tramadol withdrawals are a bitch.) but always started again. Now the same thing happened again. The first 3 days was wonderful, then nothing. Its like I got Immune to that shit too. I could literally take 100mg or 1000mg, same effect... So Oxycontin then? Didnt even work, I tried 60mg, didnt even have any effect. Morphine? Since the low oral avaliability (And I dont shoot) I didnt even bother. Left was Suboxone and Methadone. Tried sub, and it was great. Killed the anxiety, didnt give me much of a high, but it worked. Kinda like a Tramadol-light. But after a few months I was at max-dose where it levels off, and stops working. So I tried Methadone. Wow what a fucking kick in the head. Took a bit much as my virgin dose So I hardly remember that day, more than laying in a fluffy cloud of warm euophoric blankets. For those of you who do not know, yes, Methadone is extremely potent and gets you REEEALLYY high. But again, it comes to a point where it stabilizies in your body and you dont feel it anymore. This happens with almost any opiate/opioid. See the Documentary "Methadonia". So I decided to take up hospital care again, they gave me this time an SNRI called Venlafaxine. No effect at all, neither good nor bad. I have a new appointment soon and we are gonna start with Mirtazapine to add to the Venlafaxine. Apparantly these have some opioid-receptor affinity and should work good when mixed together. If Venlafaxine + Mirtazapine doesnt work, the last option is Cymbalta. If that dont work either, Im back, left to my own devices. This time I aint got no more options left. And yeah, I tried Pregabalin https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pregabalinbut it just makes me feel wierd. I wish I could smoke Cannabis but I cant, just taking ONE hit makes me almost TRIP, because I get so intense flashbacks from my teens when I did alot of shrooms and shit, and while you have this kinda anxiety I have, pot is just not an option, point blank. It just makes it go waaay worse. So Ive tried all legal options, all illegal options, and I dont believe in any self-help stuff like Mindfullness, CBT, and stuff like that. Trust me, after 35 years I know what to do to kill a panic attack before it happens, and I know how to breathe and relax and all that stuff, but I cant kick this nagging constant 24/7 anxiety. I WISH I could be on Tramadol for life. But that didnt work. I was on 400mg/day for MONTHS and it was perfect, then all of a sudden it just ... stopped working... had to go up to 2g to get effect and 1g just to keep Withdrawals away. Thanks for letting me vent here and put my thoughts into words. I really dont feel anonymous anywhere else than psynews right now. Thanks for reading, cheers
  22. Whaaa.. ? OnT: Im gonna pick *closes eyes moves finger around and points at screen* Akanoid - Sundance. Ccouldnt even find it on youtube now THATS effin underground. And its a damn fine tune, too. http://httpwww.musicline.de/de/player_flash/0718756121329/0/4/50/product <- small peak here but it doesnt even get to the melody part so youre missing out if you dont got it. http://www.discogs.com/Akanoid-3345-Best-Til-Now/release/168050 damn that shit so rare, only 22 ppl got it yo, do I win?
  23. Im curious to see what you came up with using Omnisphere. That would probably have been my third or fourth choice since its sample based (IIRC) and Im sure there is a sample in there with a similar sound just needing some tweakage. I also really really love the sample based synth called... uhm... what is it.. damn memory.. oh yes, Alchemy. http://www.kvraudio.com/product/alchemy-by-camel-audio/details Wonderful piece of software there. Too bad the one I got was a bit buggy. And I aint got that kinda dough.
  24. Hi! Actually I wasnt taking it personally, I was taking it for the thread- so to speak. Let me try and explain, I find it quite cocky entering a thread, like you, an esteemed artist who has been putting out music since what, 1994? - starting by saying "I never made anything embarrasing". I mean that to me, sounds like your ego is a bit big mate, seing as your music isnt that good to begin with. (I dont like your jungle/tribal approach to goa - so its just a matter of taste, glad youre cool with it) I kinda like Tranc. Psycho. because it is on one of my favorite comps; Tantrance 6. But I have no dislike for you, I just found your post very distasteful, and disrespectful. But now since you shed another light on your post that wasnt there before, I see what you mean, and of course I agree. And I guess Im sorry for misinterpritated it.
  25. http://picosong.com/uf76/ http://picosong.com/uf7c/ Thats it I guess, I wish I had my stuff pre 2005 hehe, then you'd hear some really embarrassing shiet. By 2005 I had at least learned about frequencies, i.e EQing, lol.
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