astralprojection

Im actually doing CBT therapy at this time and Im on my 7th session. Its not really doing anything for me? But sure, it gives solutions and its a smart therapy. I think I just need an old woman or man, just sitting there in a chair, dim lights, and just let me cry and get it all out. a few sessions of that, and Ill be good. but its not that easy as it seems, to get a hold of such a therapist, at least not in my country. in USA you just gotta have money and everything is avaliable. in my country, you gotta go through the system, get transfers, remissals, etc.. before you find the right help. takes YEARS to find proper help here. guess the country and you win a point

Thanks Mr Rotwang, an honor btw, your profile pic slightly disturbs me :/ not saying i want you to change it, im all for freedom of speech and freedom of art, just saying, something about it disturbs me

Hey mr Fractal that really is sad news for me as a hardcore Nova Fractal fan, but I understand. I just hope I get to hear the full Wheel of time soon, because Ive been jonesing on it ever since i heard that small small preview in that youtube video a few years back.

originals: Phat Bass: Wake Up Eternity Silent Wishes

staring off my choices with Planet Fuse - Silent Wishes (AP Remix) and Loving Loop - Wake Up Eternity ( United Ravers Remix) (AP remix) (btw my artist name isnt really AP or AstralProjections, thats just a cover) my third installment in this series is going to be Loving Loop - Listen to that phat bass (it has been covered in MULTIPLE wanna-be tracks( i dont even wanna say their names cus its so shameful but you know who they are... just google listen to that phat bass and you will come up with all kinds of lame shit) , but there is only one original, can be found only on Rave Mission 10 called (D-Noizers Hardtrance Remix) I dont have the mp3 for that ATM cus I dont have the proper software installed since i upgraded from win 7. But I will get it here. in the meantime just enjoy a small privew of what is to come (mind you, ive just basicaly done the framework creating the keys, and melodies from scratch, the final product is going to be something completely different. 1. Planet Fuse - Silen Wishes (AP remix) v.001 2. Loving Loop - Wake up eternity (united ravers remix) (AP remix) v.001 3. Loving Loop - Listen to that phat bass (D-Noizers Hardtrance Remix (AP remix) v.001 1) http://picosong.com/uVUv/ 2) http://picosong.com/uVUd/ 3) http://picosong.com/ujQa/ this is actually an almost complete re-creation of the original, so that I have a basic framework to work on, when i decide to remix it. so its not a remix per se. and no i didnt use any midis or anything, just listened to the original and did my best to re-create. saw it as a musical challange aswell as remix potential. most sounds are still generic and basicallly unmixed at this point. the same goes for the other two aswell. just thought id try to recreate just by listening to the originals. then decide where to go from there.

its kinda weird but give it a few listens it's from my soul obviously it's not hardly even finished http://picosong.com/uVx3/ headphones preferably

how the fukk did i forget about this one? Muses Rapt - Spiritual Healing (Luminol Remix)

nope. cant be unavoidable. i gurantee it (unless you wanna use MONO for most of your instruments like i said in my first post)

not if you therapeutically need them bro. they can save lives. they do every day. i love you i dont know you but i do, cus i can see your heart and its full of love, but pharma's save lives every day man <3

Does anyone have this in CD quality? this is the one im speaking of.

dude if you have the brainpower, the self discipline (that like, 0,01% of the popu has) then do Methadone. Its fucking killer. It will knock the socks of your peen bro. wrap you up in a warm fukin blanket labled Euphoria (not the kind of fake euphoria you get with molly/mdma - fuck that) but REAL genuine Euphria. but if youre like me and basically any other human, best not do it. if you get hooked, youre in for a baaad journey. Fortunately I cant afford getting hooked to Methadone. All I can afford is Suboxone and Tramadol. Which is cool and all that, but dont give you the fukin 1/5th of a high Methadone will. And I wish for everyone before they die, to experience REAL euphoria, not that fake chemical MDMA euphoria that makes u wanna kiss your best mate and shit like that. ugh. fuck that.

i know there are. i found those myself. thanks though. but i really dont care, why? cus psynews is almost dead. it needs someone to do some fuking "CLEAR: ZAP ZAP" on it once in a while, ya know?

so. when is the next album coming out and WHEN are we supposed to hear the long awaited The Wheel Of Time? I mean. Its the pinnacle of goatrance, noone has done anything better since the Pleadians remix of Antidote. and thats saying alot. So mr Nova Fractal, out with it. WHEN!?

haha was just messing with you a little, i probably would stand still doing the same old two-step dancing with my arms, but hey, who knows right? Havent been to a real party since the last illegal forest rave i went to in 2004 so ... who knows. maybe i would kick up dust all over the place, maybe not. havent really had the opportunity to do anything for a long time. but hey, how was Pl, Etn, Crop????

lots of words, to little brain power to comprehend. drunk as FUk. gonna let it pass, reply tomorrow, thanks for your interest in a fellow trancer

all depends on your standpoint and point of perspective mate. if youve seen love ones go down due to drugs i respect that but if not , let everyone live their own lives, you cant save em all bro peace, love, unity, respect,

by the way i wish i could have been there with you guys, i would be the one outdancing paul eye every day, kicking up dust has been my flavor since 1994 baby, come test me holy fukk that was quick. Thanks, now I can die in peace knowing at least I didnt miss that.

I have to know or ill basically kill myself. Not really but almost. Figuratevly speaking but from a literal standpoint. makes senses? cool. Did DJ Jörg play Spiritual Healing? did Pleadians and Etnica and Crop Circles play : Penatgon, Antidote (Pl. remix), Full Mental Jackopot (pl. remix), well, basically, thats pretty much what I need to know before I die, seeing as I couldnt be there.

Im sure there must be many topics like this but what the hey, im in a writing mood today and why not? There are a few Obvious choices for me. Blue Planet Corp - Antidote (Pleaidians Remix) Juan, Domi, Jorg - Spiritual Healing Remix Shakta - Lepton Head (Deedrah Remix) <-- oh how I wish it was titled Transwave remix. Cus it sounds ahellofalot more transwave than it does Deedrah.) Crop Circles - Full Mental Jackpot (Pleiadians Remix) I.M - Deeply Disturbed (Yahel Remix) Crop Circles - Lunar Civilization (Filteria Remix) Manmademan - Desire (Bumbling Loons Remix) more later.

as for PRODUCING music while high. no. I dont care WHO you are, You CANNOT MAKE MUSIC WHILE ON ACID. why? cus you dont even feel like it. you just wanna hug trees and shit. amphetamine definately works, weed and benzos too. but psychedelics? nope. you lose interest after a short while. anyone saying different is either lying and has never done the drug they speak of, or has had some sort of Divine interaction with the drug causing them to have full control of their bodies making them able to create music. so yeah. if someone say "i did this high on acid" you pretty much know its BS.

back in the teens sure i'd endulge. i'd endulge like a mofo. im talking acid, mdma, pills, alcohol, cannabis, any and everthing psychedelic. i kept doing it until about 2003 though. by then i was like.. i dunno.. 25 or something. but yeah, it was pretty sweet going to all them parties dancing your ass off to illegal raves in the forest, or legal live acts in denmark or whatever, simon, I.M , A.P, etc, it was killer... but it was also killing my head had i known it at the time i would never done it now i cant even do a hit of pot without having to go for a long ass walk to walk it off. shit. or sink a sixpack. but im not gonna throw this depressed mess at this thread. so back on topic, shit yeah ive done drugs while listening to goa, you shittin me? when i was 17 I used to sit high as fUUUK on that bud listening to goa in the headphones to and from school or whatever, sometimes i just sat on the bus and rode around town for about an hour listening to that shit high as FUKKKKK. hahha. those were the good days. i wanna remember the good days. cus there was many good days. there sure were. oh man.

yeah i know about digicult and all, its just like it felt like it came straight outta left field. had no knowledge of it. like i said, been sleeping too hard on psy/goa for a while now. :/

Whoooa I didnt even hear this one. Where did this come from?? Thanks for introducing it. Keeps all the original stuff that made the original my favorite AP track (yea, I have like 10 favorite AP tracks) and really did a great job paying homage instead of just paying fukkup. Thank you for this one! Those were awesome! Ive been sleeping haard on the psy and goa scene for about 5 years now.. time to come back. But for me, nothing kills the "Playa Remix". Yeah I know, its off topic, still just gotta put it out there. The Jim Morrisson vocals just takes it over the top. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ytqZfDGDw4

thanks bro! but ive pretty much been there done that already. ive contemplating suicide for the past 10 years on a daily basis and im willing to take a drug that kills the anxiety, even WITH the other shit that comes with it. I just cant stand the anxiety anymore. Its not like I have panic attacks like I use to, but the anxiety wont let go. Ive phazed all drugs out, on many occaisions, during the span of my adult life. Also, for example, Tramadol, its not like you feel youre the king of the world or anything, it doesnt change youre personality. And dont disagree until youve tried it yourself. You just feel "good". But like i said, it gets to a point when it wont work anymore. And im there. So, whats next? I cant just keep saying to myself nothing is going to happen, cus Ive known that now for over 10 years bro. NOTHING is going to happen. Anxiety in itself is completely safe, I know this bro. This is how I learned to kick Panic Attacks. But it gets to a point in your life, where you no longer have the energy to get up in the morning, and this is when either a. suicide comes into the mix b. drugs (which ive done em all) c. serious psychiatric help (ive ALMOST done em all) d. suicide comes back into the mix e. harder drugs comes back into the mix cus you cant kill yourself, you will kill your mother killing yourself, how selfish can you be? so.. Its not like i got many options man. Im like, WAAY ahead of you, in terms of what you are trying to tell me, and where I am mentally. I appreciate it as fukk dont get me wrong man, there is no way of you to know where Im at mentally. But trust me man, all that is way too late for me. Im at the cusp of suicide or something to kick my anxiety.

I am sorry , dude, for misinterpreting you. Its clear to me now that you meant no elitism at all. I and get what you meant. I dunno what story you got with the mods but count me out from it. I am sorry i missed your meaning, cus it sounded elitist as fukk to me, coming from a legend such as yourself. Even though I respectfully dont like your music that much.