Radi, I think you need to stay as a freelancer only. There is no way you could function in a job where you had to work with other people. That whole red optical light mouse thing that blinds you would only be the first of hundreds of little problems you would concoct and I just cannot see you lasting more than a few weeks in any job. I think your best bet in life is to try and do as much freelance stuff as you can and try to make a living that way. Do you still live with your parents? That will help you financially and give you support like all high functioning rettrads will need.
Good luck, I hope you can succeed in your dream.