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Procyon

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  1. Thing is: does your music make people dance? If so, it doesn't matter if it's played from an iPod or from a complete band. I really couldn't care less. The only ones who cares are other artists.
  2. Thanks Negrosex. I somehow agree with you. As long as I don't hurt anyone, it's ok. Well, I love my crooked-righteous self-explanations to justify my nasty behavior . Now seriously, Alien, I think everybody has had this feeling at some point of their lives. Freedom, free from anyone, from compromises. I have thought more than once"what if I pack a pair of jeans, some t-shirts" and just disappear somewhere. I think this is natural to us, we just don't it because our fears are stronger than our boldness. I have thought of fleeing from everything to the north of Brazil, where's it's warm, people are kind. Of course, there are bad stories we now, like that American guy who pursuit freedom and poverty and ended up dead after eating a poisonous weed. Or people that really disappear. But there are sexy, funny, happy stories too. I just say one thing: keep yourself alive. Life may not be the way we want, but it's worth. Wish you better days!!
  3. No, I am in Brazil, so there was this sort of 1960s music playing. Quite good, actually, I ended up finishing my beer and returning home. Just because I complained that 2012 was the hottest year ever registered in Brazil, 2013 has been the coldest one. It is so cold, that last Tuesday it was the coldest day in the last 50 years. Not a nice weather for someone drinking beer.
  4. Drinking beer and eating peanuts in a bar, full of men that could be my great-great-grandpas? Can it more depressive? I think I need a Valium or two.
  5. You have my support, until I drink cheap wine and you say you hate Astral Projection:)
  6. What? Are we ultra-radicals now? I think=it must be true=it's true=verdict is out. The Witches if Salem, no less.
  7. I would add to that list at least one hundred unknown DJs that are superb in technique and playlist. One could go to a party of DJs only and feel as if he was in the best party in the world. I don't remember names now, but FullMoon Mondo, Portaralka, LTS party DJs. Japanese DJs were in a league of their own.
  8. I don't know if you will call wise again after reading what I am posting below, but as I have told you guys what happened, I decided to tell you the next step I decided to take. First, I am fine. As I am an experienced man (both emotionally and sexually), I have walked this path before - though knowing what pain is never makes it easier to be dealt with it when it hits you. You feel it, period. Well, I don't think there'll be a "let's try again" episode in our history, so I naturally moved ahead. I am doing everything I can to help him, to be his friend - like calling my friends secretly and asking them to invite him to clubs and bars, for I see he is not moving ahead with his life as fast as I am. I mean, I like him to the point of wanting to see him well, happy, having fun. In short, I want him to start a new life with happiness, and I will do my best to contribute to that, even in the backstage. The "unwise" part comes now: I am now a single white man, still considered handsome and sexy (frankly I think I am in better shape now in my forties - I am 43 - than 10 years ago). I am free, and I will do sex, a lot, with known and unknown men, like in a porn movie (safely, of course). Last time I had a break up, ten years ago, I went into a sex marathon that made me fans to this day. I am that good in bed, I admit. This is part of me, this is how I deal with losing someone. Is it ugly? Is it natural? I don't know. I am deeply sorry if I am shocking someone here - though I don't think anything can shock anymore these days - but at least I am being frank. BTW, I would rank my happiness now at 5. Will reach 10 again soon. As I told you, I have walked this path before...
  9. Uh? Can't admins trace back users by IP? Or even by cities? Though I once was in NY and my IP appeared as if I was in Tokyo, and had a lot of problems due to that.
  10. I think Satisfaction is more danceable. Modulation is quite hard to listen to. IMO.
  11. As a eternal fan of Kuro, I think he left the psychelism aside and went purely techno with Modulation. Quite different from Satisfaction, which is half techno, half trance, IMO. I think this is a consequence of the strong techno scene in Tokyo: it's cool, rich and has lots of clubs having techno nights, not trance anymore. So, Kuro just returned to his roots, he produced techno before venturing into the Goa scene in the 1990s, and all his tracks always have a technoish touch.
  12. Sadly, not that I am aware of. It was one of its kind.
  13. All above, plus two of my favorites: Eargear (specially Pegelreiter) and a masterpiece: Platform - Hypnoplant Edit: as you mentioned KURO in your post, I shamelessly promote a mix I made of his tracks, as KURO and CHARM, a tech-trance side project of KURO and JIN. Hope you like it, despite my lack of perfect transitions (which I don't care much): https://soundcloud.com/djprocyon/a-tribute-to-kuro-king-of
  14. Yeah, MTV played Prana, and other great names back then. It was truly a music channel. Just a note on how bad they're now: MTV Brasil will close doors this Seotember, after 30 years in the country. They keep showing Lady Gaga, Bierber, Black Eyed Peas and the local trash, no wonder they went bankrupt.
  15. OMG, I remember I once posted when I while I was drinking cheap wine and said some very sh**tty things to some guys who were having some sort of argument about psy. Hah! A drunk man trying to advise two fighting men! Can it be worse?
  16. It depends on where you were. As I was in Japan, Chakra & Edi Mis, Orion, Miranda, Orion, Cydonia, all had a strong influence in the national scene, legendary then.
  17. What's SFT? San Francisco Transvestites ? Stop Faking Tbones ?
  18. I am not scared of sharks. I am scared of human beings, on the beach, on the streets...dangerous animals that kill for some coins. Or for no other reason at all.
  19. These are my two French Bulldogs:
  20. I don't understand why you guys feel ashamed of the 1980s. If you ask me, it was the best decade, the apex and end of a romantic era, that started in the 1940s and ended in the 1980s.
  21. As I am in a blue mood, and I have already opened my heart in this topic, I would like to say some things out of experience (I am not preaching, mind you), because I see many people lonely, or that they think they can't find love, when love is so near them, but they can not understand it. My boyfriend and I had another conversation today, I asked him what went wrong in his view. In short, he told me that he thinks that the flame of passion is not burning anymore as it was once between us - this is his main reason, among others, to have taken the decision to start a new life. I told him that, to me, life has taught that passion is a flame that burns intensily, and that after that it's like a burning coal that will keep a relationship warm thru the years. In short, we have different views on what love is: to him, it's a consuming emotion. To me, it's calmness. I am terribly sad, because I like him so much, and he will not only step out of my life as my partner, but he also was half of our business, and we will sell it. It is the end of a dream we shared once. But mostly, I feel sad for him: he will learn the painful way that love is gentle, that it takes time, and a marriage is a friendship that lasts thru good and bad times. This week, just one day before he brought up with me, my sister coincidentally came to visit me. She is a beautiful, sweet girl. She was dating this easy guy (she is a flight attendant, he's a pilot) for 8 years. In that point, he decided to undergo a hair treatment because his image is important inside the company. I don't know if you know, but hair chemical treatment causes temporary impotence. This triggered a crisis in their relationship, which she took as an excuse to end it, adding also that she was tired of the sameness of their day by day. He asked her to understand his treatment, it would be temporary, and that their love was stronger than sex. Her Facebook profile of that time has lots of pictures with tens of handsome men in bars and clubs, of course she was on the hunting. It took her two months to realize how wrong she was. She realized she missed the calmness, the easiness she despised so much. Only to discover that he had recovered from the treatment and was so hurt from their break up, that he asked her to give him time to think. It has been two years since then. He is now father to a baby boy with another flight attendant. My sister has not recovered yet. Sure, love has many facets and one relationship is not like any other one. I just wanted to say: love can be calm too, be easy, be a little of the same day after day. I want to believe that.
  22. Thanks Sister. You're a great person, being in your state, and finding words of support to others. Get well soon.
  23. Thank you guys, your words were priceless to me. The reasons are many after 8 years of daily living. But he told me that my brother deceiving him about money - which I paid back from my own pocket, and my personality were too much for him. Sad thing is that I am a person who tries to see the brighter side of people and situations, but apparently it didn't work for us. Hope from the bottom of my heart that no one experiences this, I simply feel abandoned, left behind. If you don't want to see a man crying, then don't look my way. Sorry for the sad words, never thought I would share this sort of emotions in Psynews.
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