Damn dude. That is terrible news.  I am sorry to hear things are not working out for Par-2.  
It does sound like it's really been stressful on you, and you gotta do what you can to reduce that. Maybe it can be revived at a later date.  
  
Here's to hoping you can release the new Jikkenteki on CD. You know you have several Psynewsers already in line to pay for it.  :clapping: