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Maybe it works for some people, but it wont work for me, because I am allready using it to get some money to save and I will quit it next month. I started it February and the woman wants to see a record of 1 application a week. If I can´t deliver that, she will reduce it. If I apply to real jobs I might get one sooner as I want, while I am not sure whether I want start regular work just now. There are very patient Berfusberater in Germany, others are just like the woman, who will look for any reason to kick you out of the system. At least tehy could have paid it for 6 months without any requests, but no, they want me to apply to jobs every week. I think I can work in a company if I want, for example in a newspaper company. I might even send an application to a newspaper but the problems are really with the various bright lights from scanners, printers and optical mise which annoy my eyes. There are for example some scanners you have to use that have the same light as optical mise. So I think you are right, besides that it is fun to do freelancer work.

I told you that I did about 10 percent of the things I can do as a freelancer and earned 500 €, on many days I did not even hit one key for money, so ofcourse I would get more money if I would work more. And about Hartz IV, it is absolutely dependant on the person who is caring about you. They don`t want you to do a part time job and get the rest with Hartz IV, they check if you are able to work full time and if you can, they will quit the money and force you to work full time. When you have Hartz IV, the state makes sure you get rid of it as soon as possible, so Hartz IV is not an option. I can do freelancer work and a part time job but Hartz IV, you know exactly that with the idiot people there they will not pay you anything.

Ofcourse, translating is a thing I can do parallel to writting articles and writting books. Aktually when I was in Bulgaria the last half year I started an English language stuy but quit it because I couldn´t stand the town in Blugaria I was at all. It was very crowded, the weather was always very warm and the people, many of them at least, where annoying to me. If I had continued that study, I would have better chances for translating, but I prefer not to be at that location, with no perspective for new friends and a girlfriend, as to study and only care about education. I am a person for whom life is more important than studying. I think there is an exam that I can do in order to be more qualified for translating. The good thing with those writting jobs is, that when you have practise with them, you can do the jobs very quickly and without a lot of thought, so you only have to stress your brain during the learning process. When you are aktually doing the job, you don´t have to put as much effort as in many other jobs.

You are right that I definatly have to get some books in order to be able to write proper romans, and I will do that in time. There is hardly new Star Trek except the enterprise series with captaim Archer, they are pretty good but not as good as Voyager, the next Generation or Deep Space Nine. Let´s hope in future there willbe some more series like that.

There are no such yet, unfortunately. For now I have only read a few psychology books and a few advicors for writting and other stuff. The author of the psychology books did not write very good books in my opnion. I am only inspired by Star Trek, and I am inspired a lot by it. Star Trek series are so impressive to me like only few other series. The high detail of Star Trek about the ships, the stations, the computers, the technology is something, you don`t get in many or any other sciense fiction series and movies. Also the characters act so well that you think what is happeing there is something you are watching with a camera rather than a fictive series. The acotrs of Star Trek also have great tastes about art and music and are not as simple and American in style like in most other American Sciense Fiction series, only thinking about sex, alcohol and simple music.

What is that supposed to mean?

I will read some advicors, like I am dong right now. There are some very good advicors out there, from those I will get information what to do and what literature to read and gain even more skills. I will also discuss issues about books in a community where I am registered at.

It wont take a lot of time for me to write a book when I gained the neccessary skills. The big benefit from a book would be that I would have passive income in case the pages have only few articles to write about.

I think I would need 15020 € because of taxes and ensurance. Without taxes 700 € would be enough. 400 € for a nice small apartment and 300 € for food and other things. But the taxes will be very high I guess and the ensurance. The ensurance alone might cost 300 €. Taxes may be 200 € or more a month. Time will tell how much taxes they will charge if I decide to do freelancer work. And about the optical mise. In that short course I took, people where arranged on two sides, looking to each other. A woman was sitting at the opposite of me and when she raised the mouse, it always directly hit my eyes, because the tables where pretty high so I could not dismiss it. So several times a day the very bright and strong red light hit my eyes and caused an annoying feeling. I don`t know why optical mise are still being used, some brands, for example Logitech, use such strong lights that even when you don`t look directly into them, you will be blinded. I have very sensible eyes and don`t want to take that every day just to be working. I think I should write books and draw pictures, take photos and get my income from that. I am wondering if I could get money for a book that contains all my strange ideas I posted here over time, ofcourse the charakters would have different names, but with similar stories. Just something crazy. Writting is a very easy task for me and when I know to write correctly in both, German and English, and know many words, I could write interesting stuff. What do you personally think about that? Are crazy stories something you would want to read in a book? I think with reading more I will be able to decide what is interesting for the reader and what isn´t. Time will tell.

Great would also be if some artist would remix tracks by Gui Sabbag. His tracks sound really nice but are a bit simple in sound. With a more complex sound and additional elements the tracks could be much better, altough they are not bad as they are now. The yare simple, but they are also very pure in sound.

Indeed but about the mouse issue, people don`t rise them in order to blind other persons, but they rise to move the position, when the mousepointer is in the middle of the screen and they reached an edge at their working place. Then they rise the mouse and the light is visible and if someone is on the other side, they can blind that person. I don´t want a red light from an optical mouse to blind my eyes. I was in a course two weeks and people there rose the mouse several times a day. When I start working in an office and some people come to check my work, they surely will rise the mouse, just as the people who are next to me or at the other side.

In germany you must pay self insurance and other stuff aswell when you are a freelancer, however I have difficulty imagining going to work 8 hours a day every day. Earlier I did not have difficulitues about that, but now I do. For example I have sensible eyes and they hurt when someone rises a mouse with red light. At home I am using a lasermouse without any visible light but can I use it in a company aswell? Without a lasermouse I would not work today anymore. I should just write some books, draw some pictures, buy a good camera for microstock photography and get enough money for living. I could work any other work without problems aswell, but the fact that in companies only optical mise are being used and I have to face someone rising the mouse and shining in my eye is too risky for me. I once visited a course for applications and they had optical mise there. It was a daily occurance that the people rised their mise and shined in my eyes and I don´t want that to happen in the job.

It is possible to achieve that with the freelancer work if I try really hard. A job can be more secure, but the question is, will I benefit from it other than financially?

It is not that easy but working 8 hours a day every day during the best time of the day is not easy aswell.

Thanks for your advice but it sounds a bit too long-winded. But in the end you can´t achieve anything without some effort. Sometimes I wish I could go out and meet the girl I like and play the sexual games with her that I like. I also wish I could solve my moneyproblems within a month and not worry about money. Just enough to lead a normal life would be good.

But that is with not working a lot and only working on two pages. I worked about two hours a day for that. Now if I improve my writting skills and sign up on oother pages, write some blogs and e-books, the income could be much higher. Also some of the money I get can be used for some forex trading and similar stuff, so I get even more money. There are many ways to increase the money a lot. So as Tatsu says, a job is not a good opportunity for making more money, so I guess I will continue this and think about other things aswell and maybe a part time job.

I I am having a real problem right now. I am asking myself, how I should continue my future life the next few years. Should I look for a job somewhere outside in order to get in touch with ne people or should I continue the freelancer work and get in touch with people in another way. I like the freelancer work I am doing, because it is very easy for me, writting texts, it doesn´t require a lot of time and I can do the job when I want. Last month I got more than 500 € out of it and I only worked for two sides, while there are many more sides to work for. There are also interpreting sites and English author sites, I can write blogs, books and do much more stuff that is very easy for me. Doing freelancer work such as writting and painting graphics isn´t very hard for me and I like it that way. I will buy some books and visit some pages in order to improve my writting and interpreting skills, especially in English. By that I think I can get enough money for living and more, but maybe I am wrong, who knows. The more important question is, should I continue the easy freelancer work or look for a job that occupies my time and where I see new people every day or should I get in touch with other people in different ways? I really want to find new people and especially girls and I am wondering how to achieve that. A job is a good place to find new people but does it justify getting up early and working many hours a day where as my freelancer work can be done at any time? My freelancer work can be done during the eveing and I can have a great time during the day. With a job I can get to know people but have to spend many hours a day. It almost seems like the freelancer job, especially for the next years is better. The only things I am concermed about is that I don´t get working experience in real companies and will have a hard time finding a real job in case the freelancer job will fail in future. The other concerm I have is staying alone and not finding people and girls. Any suggestions from your side. I

It happens frequently to me that I dream about goa trance music I like. For example if I want to have a dark mood in my dreams, I dream about darker tracks like Transwave - Helium recently. When I am up to more emotional dreams, I dream about more emotional trance music. I dreamt about a lot of goa trance songs since I am listening to this genre. Astral Projection, Electric Universe, MFG, Hallucinogen, Shpongle and many different artists. For me it is nothing special to dream about music at all.

This is such an inactive forum. There are no replies in 2 days and this topic is the third one, so only two topics got a reply in more than two days. How can the biggest psytrance community be so inactive?

Yes, but what other artist do you know that could create such dark tracks as Transwave? Helium is exceptional and I don`t know any other track that is alike that track.

Helium doesn´t hve uplifting melodies at all.

Just listened to Helium again. That track is so creative and interesting, the rythmic kickdrum, the clean synthpresets, the very dark melodies, that is how goa trance should be. I wish there would be more like that but even on the same album Helium is the darkest track.

Thanks a lot man, I will definatly do that.

I especially love the dark atmosphere of Helium, there is hardly a more depressing track as that one. I like how it starts happy and uplifting, until it totally changes and takes the listener into a dark atmosphere with authentic goa sound. The main lead that plays til the end of the track is the main goa lead, that is used by some other artists aswell. The track is outstanding and one of the best goa trance tracks ever produced. Maybe it is so good because DJ Tsoushy helped Transwave with it.

I guess you are right. They are pioneers of dark goa trance. Helium is really such an impressive track, absolutely outstanding.