the Cathexis i mentioned before is a Flamycogire continuation (in goa gil's spiritual trance vol2), Ormion i remember downloading the same you did "infected mushroom - spiritual trance" and it turned out to be Cathexis, but if its not try Flamycogire, and as a last resort try shiva shidapu - area 51, i found it too named as spiritual trance in kazaa.