Short story:
I am 35+ years old.
Been seeking help for my constant anxiety , yes constant, just as constant as waking up in the morning and drinking water, coffee, or sitting here writing this. Its just there.
Its been there for I have forgot how long. Ive been seeking help for this overall since about 2003 or so, but gave up in and around 2013.
Why is nothing I want to go into really but I have some "problems" with "self-medicating" due to this anxiety, and all doctors say no to adequate treatment until you are "sober". Quite the catch-22.
Im not some junkie looking for a fix. I can