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    Things that suck thread

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    Restless + Depressed kinda sucks ass --- feels like you want to do something, but absolutely nothing sounds appealing LOL So I'm sitting here smoking a cig, smoking a J, drinking a glass of red, and occasionally poking around on Reason 7 (which isn't yet a typically fruitful activity for me). I'm not in a self-destructive depression or anything, just still in a funk after a chaotic month, I think. Things'll look up soon, I'm sure :) In the meantime... puff puff (drink) poke :wacko:

    What are you doing right now?

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    Beets are roasting in the oven, fudgy brownies are fudging up in the fridge, whole wheat pita dough is chilling in the fridge as well waiting for its time, and future-hummus chickpeas are soaking away for a few more hours. Today was a kitchenish day :) Hey, Veracohr, it was nice to learn you don't eat meat, either :D Not that I hold grudges against omnivores, but it's always nice to meet another vegan/vegetarian!

    Manmademan

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    oh man! how lucky you would of been! I'm going to try and get them to NY since a friend of mine holds his own parties and flies people over. (crosses fingers)

     

    If you actually get this to happen, I better get an actual invitation!!! ;):D

    Things that suck thread

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    I am sorry. Hope he is in the heaven for pets and that you get better soon.

     

    Thanks. I'm doing okay with it, I think he's still "with me" in spirit, giving me more peace than I expected I'd feel. On the way home from the emergency clinic (I had to take him in for an emergency euthanasia), just as I was thinking to myself that I didn't feel his presence with me and was feeling down on "God" (whatever that means to each of us), there was a beautiful shooting star that I'm certain was his energy ^_^

    Post when you're drunk

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    Not drunk but realised lately I have to try and control myself when out drinking... Just drink way way to excess and am not the person I usually am. Alcohol = ego inflation for me and that is something I've always tried to be against.. Leads to altercations and hurting those I love.. Ugh. Much rather a nice empathogen any day or in combination.. Seems to be the only way for me to not get in some form of trouble..

     

    Me, too, man -- when it comes to drinking, I don't seem to have a shutoff valve. I don't think my personality really changes (although I do lose some inhibition and allow myself some "questionable" decision making), but the terrible side effect is being basically out of commission the next day, followed by a somewhat deep depression on the second day out. Maybe I should just stick to smoking, there don't seem to be any bad aftereffects there. I actually finally tried "liquid" the other day, too, and BOY was that amazing... A general stocking of the freezer just might be in order there ;)

    For the record, though, vodka and soda down the hatch at the moment :P

    How happy are you?

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    Do you know when there's a time when everything seems to be against you? I am feeling like this. So many bad news, sad things. I have just learnt that my mother deliberately acted against me, knowing that her action would cause me losing the little money I have and I would feel devastated. I know it will get better, it's just that I am a bit sad. Sorry for sharing it. Why isn't there negative numbers in that rank? I am probably at minus 5 right now :(

     

    So sorry to hear, I know what you mean about feeling like it's all working against you :( And your mother working against you to financial frustration, that's gotta be real hard to take!! I'm sure things will get better eventually, I'll keep you in my thoughts hoping that it's much sooner rather than later!!! Breathe deep, and try to see the beauty in life around you, friend :)

    Over-looked & under-played tracks?

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    héhé, Tio Mate is GREAT... And people can still hear it sometimes on goa parties here, just as Orange Acid... => check out the tracks of tim schuldt made under the name of Talking Souls & Ushuaya...smile.gif

     

    In fact there are so many songs/compilations that are gone in the fog of time... And one of the best ones for me at least are all the songs of Power Source - Cosmic Waves!!!! Superb album... or songs like

     

    Cosmosis - Dans Ta Figure

    Biot - Radiation

    Moonweed - Telepath

    Rhytmystec - Cathexis

    Quartermass - Beyond Sunrise

    Laughing Buddha - Tapu

     

    and I can go on forever like this smile.gif

     

    Anoebis: thanks for the suggestions! I listened to all of these (all new to me - with the exception of laughing Buddha maybe, I'm still kinda new to this game lol..) and they were all very much my speed, tho I liked the Quartermass and Cosmosis (altho a Cosmosis fan) a little less than the others. I think you and I are fairly aligned in taste, though :) Thanks for the great listening!!

    Oh, and that foray led me to this track, I'm really enjoying it....

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f26QER5EVP8

    :D

    New mountain photos

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    Radi is real.

    And he's kinda comical.. ;)

    But I'm fully convinced for myself he's real and not a troll, ya'll! I've broken the mystery :)

    Nice pics Radi, I see how you like the road in the mountain pics :) Insejn, those pictures you posted are beautiful! I really like the 2nd to last one in the first set :D

     

    So do I use too many emoticons?? I'm addicted to them.. I'm kinda a hyper person ;)

    Post when you're drunk

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    Well, I'm drunk.. So I guess this is as good a place as any to get what's in my head out into the world, because isn't that what you really want to do when you're drunk?!

     

    I am SO super excited right now, the person who probably knows me the best, intuitively from the inside out (and I've never even met him in person), is coming to visit me in less than two weeks!!!!! It's a great story, actually, I think.. So I started listening to electronica in about '95, when I was about 19.. And for many, many, many (read: too many) years, I only listened to whatever this one (other) electronica person in my life gave me. (A sometimes-boyfriend type..) Then I broke from that guy, went off, had life, got married, got back in touch with him, got divorced, moved in with the guy. Around that time (2009ish) he introduced me to Shpongle. And suddenly the latent electronic hunger in me was set loose. When it became clear the guy I was living with didn't understand my need for more, or my natural love for the truly psychedelic persuasion, OR my need to connect on deep levels, I finally branched out on my own and joined the Twisted forums. From those forums, a transient IRC channel began. And it was THERE that I met my soulmate, the true love of my life. (Although he is married, so as we both understand it must not be *this* life that we're truly meant to be together ;) ) Anyway, neither he nor I can deny how deep our connection is, and recently he's begun teaching me Reason 7. He is utterly amazing on his own, but as he puts it, it's not a "need" to collaborate in this life, it's a "want" and a "duty" :D We have finally found ourselves in the time when our meeting is meant to happen, and I am just FLYING, can't wait til he gets here!!!!!!!!!! All cheers to Goa (which is where we connect on the most primal level), and may this meeting be truly as blessed as we feel it to be!!!!

    How happy are you?

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    So sorry to hear about this Procyon, things ending is tough enough, but to come out of the blue like that --- my heart breaks for you :( I hope your days get sunnier of their own volition real soon!!

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