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fact of the matter is

you bullied a guy who had problems. He had a crosseyed sight, he couldnt hear very well, and he couldnt speak very well.. 

If you watched some of his videos back in the day he sounded like he was handicapped. And he complained about his hearing and eyesight alot. He obviously wasnt normal. 

Now noone has heard of him in years and years. I had him on facebook. He was very depressed, talked alot of deep stuff, that you normally dont get into with someone you barely know.

He didnt have many friends, and he always thought his friends was bullying him. He kept writing topics about this, and people here kept bullying him also. 

 

Yes he made some fucked up comments about his sexual fantasies which turned many people off about him, and I get that.. but I think he just didnt really know better. 

He talked about steep mountains all of that and Imba was quick to mock him and make fun of him. And many others, not trying to call out imba. But honestly, man was struggling with life alot, and who knows if he k**** himself by now... Does anyone know whats going on with him now, does anyone care? Anyone heard anything? I havent had that facebook in almost a decade now and I have no idea if he is even alive.. But last time he wrote here was about 8 years ago and knowing how depressed and sad this guy was, no friends, horrible parents, Im not sure if he even is alive...

And those thinking he was a meme or a troll, no, he wasnt. I just hope he is ok to this day, and alive. And if youre reading this please come back. This forum is damn near dead so who cares . Just tell us youre alive and well brother. Thats all.

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Why are you guys saying "everyone" when it's one guy lol. Let's hope HE is ok. Cause I know for a fact he was deep in the dumps for a while :( like really deep down. 

@technosomy

Facts. Can't take away from that. He did make tons of fucked up comments. I don't think anyone condoned his conduct about that. 

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His nick was radi6404 ... which I always found funny because it apparently was no mistyping, he meant it that way and used that nick on other platforms too, Isratrance for example.

I agree that some of his comments were - most harmlessly spoken - "kinda strange", but over the years I have developed a genuine like for his obsession with highways, mostly because I had to travel more around Austria in my (back then) new job and got to see a fair lot of these roads myself.

I have absolutely no clue what became of him, sadly :(

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Never disliked any of the people on this forum who got a bit extreme. To me I always treat people like that as "can I handle this person" and in most cases I want the answer to be yes. 

I missed a lot of the drama but saw it back through the threads after it was all done. Of course some things he said were pretty horrible and there fear might be that that materialises in real life but I never got that vibe, I hope he is ok. But I also hope everyone is ok and of course everyone can not be ok. 

I hope everyone left here gets to experience inner peace atleast sometimes (at the very least)

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3 hours ago, astralprojection said:

No you're thinking of NHJO. Radi was a very real person. 

Yeah I got the impression he was real too. However just as with NHJO, I think some forum members jokingly admitted to beeing "the real him". Etc So that could probably have contributed to Reger's impression. Unless he just mixed it up with NHJO as you imply. Anyways my memory becomes like a blur when trying to remember forum things from that far back. It was such a high tempo back then here, that it was kinda hard to follow all the twists and turns in the dramas. The ban-hammer was working tirelessly in those days.

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9 hours ago, astralprojection said:

No you're thinking of NHJO. Radi was a very real person. 

Nope, not NHJO, Radi.

I think confession came in different forum, we had one when Psynews went down and never recovered old-Off Topic, it was there or in chat group later on.

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1 hour ago, reger said:

Nope, not NHJO, Radi.

I think confession came in different forum, we had one when Psynews went down and never recovered old-Off Topic, it was there or in chat group later on.

i mean he posted videos on youtube, about his headphones and stuff like that, i had him as a friend on facebook for a while, and he surely was a real person. Its more likely someone trolled you about saying "hahah i was radi" than him not being a real person, since i had chats with him..First I kind of roasted him for what he posted here, then someone i wont mention any names, send me a link of a video he posted on youtube, where you could clearly both see and hear the guy was not "normal", after that i felt really really bad, and talked to him some to make sure he was ok and that i was just being stupid for making fun and that i was sorry. 

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5 hours ago, astralprojection said:

 

Yeah that's him alright, he even had a real profile photo on the forum I recall, which looked exactly like him in the end of the video. And mind ya this was long long long before AI/deepfakes was a thing. :D So I think we can safely debunk any false rumours regarding him not beeing a real person.

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ofc its him. and he was suicidal. i think he actually is dead but who knows. only imba and reger thought he was "someone else" . i think its because they maybe was the worst to bully him, not sure why they would say that when he was clearly a real person. sounds psychopathic. 

reger, now that you seen this video what do you say. still think its funny?

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On 10/27/2023 at 6:57 PM, astralprojection said:

ofc its him. and he was suicidal. i think he actually is dead but who knows. only imba and reger thought he was "someone else" . i think its because they maybe was the worst to bully him, not sure why they would say that when he was clearly a real person. sounds psychopathic. 

reger, now that you seen this video what do you say. still think its funny?

Youre not OK, mentally, are you?
Post proof that he was bullied by me or Imba here, or keep quiet.

I stand my ground, the person who admitted that they played radi seemed rather convicing, despite "real" radi having online presence with social networks and videos, I still believe that it could have been real prank here by impersonator and possible for someone here to take a crack at him and create fake profile here with everything that "he - radi" posted.

So, yeah, go cry in a closet for all I care, but stop calling people bullies and being all little drama baby when its uncalled for.

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On 11/4/2023 at 12:13 PM, reger said:

Youre not OK, mentally, are you?
Post proof that he was bullied by me or Imba here, or keep quiet.

I stand my ground, the person who admitted that they played radi seemed rather convicing, despite "real" radi having online presence with social networks and videos, I still believe that it could have been real prank here by impersonator and possible for someone here to take a crack at him and create fake profile here with everything that "he - radi" posted.

So, yeah, go cry in a closet for all I care, but stop calling people bullies and being all little drama baby when its uncalled for.

 

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On 11/4/2023 at 12:13 PM, reger said:

I stand my ground, the person who admitted that they played radi seemed rather convicing, despite "real" radi having online presence with social networks and videos, I still believe that it could have been real prank here by impersonator and possible for someone here to take a crack at him and create fake profile here with everything that "he - radi" posted.

I think I remember the forum this was posted on, it was Ottomatta's offtopic den (don't know the proper name anymore), wasn't it? 

However, if it was that thread (or a related one) that you mean with the reference, then I must say that whatever was posted there on that forum (I do not remember the exact words) left me very disturbed, confused and only half-believable on my end of the screen.
The bottomline which was trying to be brought across in the poster's opinion was, that a certain person would be behind lots of accounts here. And to take the theory further, it was stated, that, being mentally ill, this person maybe doesn't even know and thus argues with him/herself, creating pure drama out of thin air...
...correct me if I'm wrong. 

I had long time to think about this. Was it real, or a form of bad joke? I even brought it up several times here in some comments, but as a bottom line after all those years of thinking: I can only say that I do not care. I just stick to my recipe: I do take postings here with face value, albeit with a certain amount of "not taking everything too serious". 
And, frankly: I think you should do the same. 

I find it not even bad that we have such a crazy theory about our forum. I mean, who else has this? You have to have a certain status and meaning in people's lives that they even come up with this. That's what I like about it. And the rest I leave alone before I beome insane :P 

 

One more thing:
IP checks did not reveal multiple accounts, but if such a scheme really exists the person has enough knowledge to mask their identity. 

cheers

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10 hours ago, RTP said:

I think I remember the forum this was posted on, it was Ottomatta's offtopic den (don't know the proper name anymore), wasn't it? 

However, if it was that thread (or a related one) that you mean with the reference, then I must say that whatever was posted there on that forum (I do not remember the exact words) left me very disturbed, confused and only half-believable on my end of the screen.
The bottomline which was trying to be brought across in the poster's opinion was, that a certain person would be behind lots of accounts here. And to take the theory further, it was stated, that, being mentally ill, this person maybe doesn't even know and thus argues with him/herself, creating pure drama out of thin air...
...correct me if I'm wrong. 

I had long time to think about this. Was it real, or a form of bad joke? I even brought it up several times here in some comments, but as a bottom line after all those years of thinking: I can only say that I do not care. I just stick to my recipe: I do take postings here with face value, albeit with a certain amount of "not taking everything too serious". 
And, frankly: I think you should do the same. 

I find it not even bad that we have such a crazy theory about our forum. I mean, who else has this? You have to have a certain status and meaning in people's lives that they even come up with this. That's what I like about it. And the rest I leave alone before I beome insane :P 

 

One more thing:
IP checks did not reveal multiple accounts, but if such a scheme really exists the person has enough knowledge to mask their identity. 

cheers

In the end who knows who the real mastermind is behind the Psynews characters gallery.. Maybe it's NHJO who is everybody? ;) Infiltrating the mod team, covering his tracks. J/K.

On a more serious note, on the internet you obviously can never be totally certain about anything. That beeing said, these type of vague rumours/conspiracy theories obviously aren't anything else but that. Until someone presents something a little bit more substantial to corroborate their claims. Until then it's just another day of "trust me bro".

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On 11/5/2023 at 10:25 PM, RTP said:

I think I remember the forum this was posted on, it was Ottomatta's offtopic den (don't know the proper name anymore), wasn't it? 

However, if it was that thread (or a related one) that you mean with the reference, then I must say that whatever was posted there on that forum (I do not remember the exact words) left me very disturbed, confused and only half-believable on my end of the screen.
The bottomline which was trying to be brought across in the poster's opinion was, that a certain person would be behind lots of accounts here. And to take the theory further, it was stated, that, being mentally ill, this person maybe doesn't even know and thus argues with him/herself, creating pure drama out of thin air...
...correct me if I'm wrong. 

I had long time to think about this. Was it real, or a form of bad joke? I even brought it up several times here in some comments, but as a bottom line after all those years of thinking: I can only say that I do not care. I just stick to my recipe: I do take postings here with face value, albeit with a certain amount of "not taking everything too serious". 
And, frankly: I think you should do the same. 

I find it not even bad that we have such a crazy theory about our forum. I mean, who else has this? You have to have a certain status and meaning in people's lives that they even come up with this. That's what I like about it. And the rest I leave alone before I beome insane :P 

 

One more thing:
IP checks did not reveal multiple accounts, but if such a scheme really exists the person has enough knowledge to mask their identity. 

cheers

this really does put things in perspective. sadly, the end result is not very amusing to learn. i think some people have alot to be sorry for. and to come clean about.

  

On 11/6/2023 at 9:16 AM, Parasphere said:

In the end who knows who the real mastermind is behind the Psynews characters gallery.. Maybe it's NHJO who is everybody? ;) Infiltrating the mod team, covering his tracks. J/K.

 

youre making it into a joke, well, i guess im the only one here who doesnt think its funny what so ever. and ofc @RTP. to me, this dude is probably dead. to yall, hes just a joke and not even real. or? is there a middleground? Yeah for sure its NHJO who is everybody, ha-ha.

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Yes some, including myself, stepped over the line on occasions.

I sometimes think about it and feel sorry for the dude. But it's pretty fucking wild resurrecting it now and starting pointing fingers and putting so much focus on it.

It's some random forum out in the wild of the Internet and we're all here by choice, shit happened. Shit happens is the universal baseline, the universe is chaotic by nature.

No offense but may want to start looking after your mental health before you focus on someone else's, and i'm genuinely concerned please don't take it the wrong way. You've created drama and attacked people personally in an anxious attempt to criticize drama and personal attacks.

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1 hour ago, Gnome said:

Yes some, including myself, stepped over the line on occasions.

I sometimes think about it and feel sorry for the dude. But it's pretty fucking wild resurrecting it now and starting pointing fingers and putting so much focus on it.

It's some random forum out in the wild of the Internet and we're all here by choice, shit happened. Shit happens is the universal baseline, the universe is chaotic by nature.

No offense but may want to start looking after your mental health before you focus on someone else's, and i'm genuinely concerned please don't take it the wrong way. You've created drama and attacked people personally in an anxious attempt to criticize drama and personal attacks.

I agree, I'm also concerned for our forum member AP. Certainly when said forum member sent me some really sexually aggressive and demeaning PM full of expletives. It's a well known fact, that trying to put other people down when you don't feel well is a failed strategy. Everything sent out is returned to the sender like a boomerang. Positive and negative expressions alike. So yeah might wanna change that method, if you want to feel good about yourself AP. Never try to spread negative energy towards people who haven't done anything bad against you.

Whatever issues you have, are not resolved by drama, it only creates a down-ward spiral. And tends to affect a forum in the negative for sure. I don't think I speak only for myself when I say that this forum is one of the few remaining places I consider a safe-haven free from most of the negative bickering so prevalent on other platforms these days. So when I log on here, I wanna have a good time, with like-minded individuals, sharing the compassion about the Psytrance music we all love. Not beeing greeted by aggressive unmerited PM's by other forum members. It's clearly against the forums policies and the general atmosphere we try to build and maintain here. And this thread as well I think adds to that, it calls out people and paints narratives, without said person beeing here to give their version of the events. We simply don't know what happened to Radi, hopefully he is fine and well. But speculation doesn't really go anywhere does it? 

I'm not perfect myself, but in this case I felt it necessary to write something here, since this thread seems to portray the topic starter as somekind of white knight. The saviour and protector of people feeling unwell, which is a far-cry from the truth, based on my experience. 

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1 hour ago, Gnome said:

Yes some, including myself, stepped over the line on occasions.

I sometimes think about it and feel sorry for the dude. But it's pretty fucking wild resurrecting it now and starting pointing fingers and putting so much focus on it.

It's some random forum out in the wild of the Internet and we're all here by choice, shit happened. Shit happens is the universal baseline, the universe is chaotic by nature.

No offense but may want to start looking after your mental health before you focus on someone else's, and i'm genuinely concerned please don't take it the wrong way. You've created drama and attacked people personally in an anxious attempt to criticize drama and personal attacks.

Im not focusing on anyone elses mental health. This thread is about radi, not me. But thanks for your concern. How did I create drama? between who? attacked people personally?? What? I called it out as I remembered it, thats all. The bullying. But if you wanna talk about me and my mental health please go on, create your own thread if you like. 

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