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That's actually right! I'm not OK with it either when it comes to endangering others. The protesters that go demonstrating in masses without masks and the who people actively break the rules - all of them worry me a lot I had this Covid shit already and I'm quite anxious to get it again, I really _really_ don't need that - also for the well being of my family and all people dear to me. I just hope that we all will never lose the ability to talk about things and also accept different opinions and treat each other with respect. I feel this behaviour kind of waning in the last months and even years already, but it has definitely accelerated... And it's difficult for me though to experience this feeling of "being torn", to actually stand on what I would percieve as "the other side"/"the side of law and order" ... I used to describe myself as NOT the one that goes with the masses and these "systems" - now I do? I was the one to say to my friends that they should slap me if I ever said to run with the pack. Yet now I do? The reason why I am scared by it is NOT the current situation. It rather is a fear, that if one of the things that I thought to be fundamental is waning (which is happening right here), then what reason is there for me to believe that the rest of them is not gonna wane?...

I have to admit, I thought about this one a lot. The trigger why I entered that train of thought was not the conspiracy theory per se, which I had not heard at that time yet, but a personal experience: as I laid there sick in March 2020, I listened to an Anthony Rother track on my playlist that contains this line "... the funny way: I'm human made" (the track is conveniently called "Human Made") - and it just triggered something in me ... my thoughts were: wouldn't this really be indeed " a funny way" if I lied here in bed with something in me tryin' to kill me that was human made...? And that line "you got no world, because of me..." - wasn't that true too? Creepy, isnt' it? Well, it sure was. Damn... Before you shrug it off as a complete oddity, I'd also like to tell you that I had very strange nightmares in my sleep (in the little what I could find); most of these were taking place in China in one form or another. Either it were chinese people chasing me or it took place in a chinese hospital, where I was lying on a bed and I still remember these huge metal doors from the ward ... and these yellow trash bags that were piling up in corridors ... really strange stuff it was to me - well, some time later I get the result that I'm infected with a virus that originally came from China ... I'm just asking, could it be that this thing somehow carried an energetic signature from China inside and my body cells recognized that signature and, since I already have been to China more than once, "decoded" its origin location, thus playing to my mind these chinese nightmares? Oddly enough, these chinese nightmares I never had before ... they only started with my Covid infection! But while that last sentence is indeed true (and I indeed find it a little strange), it could also have been that the YouTube was on the whole time, autoplaying Covid news from China (which vere VERY much trending at that time) and I was just laying there in bed in half-sleep not realizing it and thus these images found their ways into my dreams...? I have a dilemma with these creepy stories ... on the one hand, I am passionate about telling them and find it interesting to find explanations why this and that occured - explanations that make sense to me - but on the other hand I shit my pants thinking about them. Maybe conspiracy theorists probably just spin this train of thought further that I don't dare to. Is it healthy? No, can't be. But on the other hand their existence may be a good sign - it signals, that the fundamental pillars of freedom in our society still work. You can be a total nutter and it's OK! (As long as you don't harrass anybody.) What worries me to an extent is, that this nuttery is often attacked these days, not tolerated. THAT is what we should be afraid of. Because of course, first it may be these conspiracists which you actually don't like yourself and you'll be happy when they're gone, but what then? It will get closer - until it's at YOUR doorstep! Yes, you! You freak, listening to Psytrance ... that's not acceptable!... Get me?

playing devils advocate. if someone is of the belief that there is a large conspiracy to do a softkill on the populos, cause massive sterility, and to somehow "tag" the populus using various techniques (rfid, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luciferase luciferase) and a bunch of other 'conspiracy theories' such as sars-cov2 is bioengineered at a lab - then there is really not a big stretch to say that the vaccines ARE an evil ploy by the governments. 23 people died already in norway by the vaccine, there has already been confirmed side effects such as face paralyzation - and well, if you think bill gates (the worlds vaccine tsar) and other multi-billionaires are good people then thats on your part being naive. they have been corrupted by money since decades ago, and doesnt have our best interest at heart. Bill gates did something called "event 201" that theorized exactly what covid-19 came to be, just months before. There is also something called "agenda 21" that wants to put a "smart grid" on the earth. These arent conspiracy theories. Ofc 5g implementation has nothing to do with agenda 21 and smart grids you really dont have to be insane or some sort of loony to believe in conspiracy theories anymore, so many have come true over the years. say Project Mockingbird or MK-Ultra. There has been atrocities made by those in power. Also lets not forget something called "the great reset" that for example Canada is pushing heavily for. Canada was also instrumental in MK-Ultra and did some nasty awful experiments on people. Search "psychic driving" and be prepared to vomit.. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychic_driving) its not by chance Canada has one of the worst lockdown measures in the world right now. again just playing devils advocate, i am by no means a conspiracy theorist btw, lunacy theories like "QANON", "anti-vaxx", "5g causes corona" are meant to make the legitimate theorists seem like loonies. controlled opposition. still just playing advocate though ^^